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There are so many words I want to give list’s abuser. So sorry lostnarrator that this happened to you
Ответитьpoor lost it might not be the same but my grampa raped me before i was eighteen and it was the worst thing ever
Ответитьi pray ur happiness increases lost narrator
ОтветитьUhhh rainbow? You being "rainbow dash" doesn't have anything to do with it. If anything? Spitfire would have a heck of a time with the case. Plus if he's anything like lightning dust? Yeah he's not goin down so easily. But you did the right thing by getting out and getting help. It's never too late to get help. Even strong people can be victims. Believe me
ОтветитьJust finally finish this today after starting this yesterday and this is honestly my favorite thing that I think you’ve ever uploaded.
It’s really close to home with a lot of stuff that myself and my friends who are like my family have been through, and I’m really glad that everything worked out in the end for you guys.
Thank you.
ОтветитьI didn't get out, I ran away out of the country. I jeaprodised my education to escape. I always speak of our abuse matter-of-factly, but the truth is; 5 years later and a lot of therapy and I still reel. If someone vaguely resembles them we dissociate beyond grounding techniques.
We are still fucking terrified of them. But we got out. We escaped. And we're still alive despite everything. That is bravery.
I'm getting therapy, for myself and we've had therapy for the entire set; That is bravery.
I wish I was able to feel emotions as easily as I used to before it all happened, but I find a silver lining; I can handle some of the most high-stress impacts, or active traumas that someone else might not be able to cope with and survive.
And if we saved someone else from the tortures by enduring as well as we have, then I like to think that's courageous of us.
To try and better others lives in spite of our own abusers? I call that courage.
Love and major respect to Scribbler, Lost and all survivors.
~SetLore
I have never cried as hard as I did waching this video thank you both of you for creating this masterpiece as a victim of verbal abuse im so glad that you share awareness about abuse and to know it's ok to ask for help and that your not alone so thank you scribbler for this amazing video have a great day
Ответитьdamn this story hit so hard
abuse no matter how "small" or big can completely destroy a person of who they are, and sometimes it takes years for that person to ever be themselves again
speaking as a survivor (not physical, but mental/emotional abuse), this entire story (at the time of writing I'm only half way in) just... hits differently
Wow. Respect!
This was hard to take. Don't get me wrong,I'm used to listen to strange content on this channel. But to hear that this story really happened hit me quite hard. Even if it was years ago, I still want to wish all the best and all the love and strength for everything that life will throw at you. 😘🤗💖❤🧡💛💚💙💜 And a wonderful Month Of Lurve!
Thank you Scribbler and The Lost Narrator for sharing your stories. I watched this video for the first time today. It continues to touch hearts and raise awareness. Thank you.
Ответитьi remember listening to this story a few years ago (around when it came out, i assume) and not getting it at all and wasn't a fan. now relistening to it, wow. this was amazing. (though i do wish the r slur wasn't included but past that, incredible.)
ОтветитьCan’t belive i have never seen this until recently. Scribbler’s content never ceases to amaze me. Keep up the good work, Scribbler! :D
ОтветитьAs a man am glad I didn't get into a relationship. I know that most relationships go this way and, as a man no one would take this serous.
ОтветитьBefore hearing this, I never would have known that Lost or Scribbler had been thru abuse, and god I am so glad that they r both safe and in better places.
Ответить( rainbow starts crying )
wait that's illegal-
Miss Scribbler you and Lost are very kind people and both of you are very strong, it takes a lot of strength for anyone to leave a toxic/abusive realtionship no matter who you are man, woman, non-binary, gay or straight anyone can be an abuser and anyone be a victim, remember don't be scared to reach out for help it does not make you weak asking for help it shows you are strong.
ОтветитьI love your work, just....wow
ОтветитьThis is honestly one of my favorite readings scribbler. Im so impressed by your courage and dedication. You are as inspiring as any pony from mlp fim. Unofficial seventh element?
Ответить🦆, this hurt my heart so bad..
Just because you're strong doesn't mean you shouldn't get help.
UGHHHH!! It HURTS!! * cry *
This wasn't the story I thought it was gonna turn out to be but I love it non the less! The voice acting is so Amazingly good!
ОтветитьThe phrase "You do not live in fear" is the same as "You can't live in fear"! But only if someone has regrets, and that depends on the path you will take. Once you choose the wrong path, it's all over!
ОтветитьAmei essa fanfic extremamente linda e emocionante até chorei as vozes atuação extremamente perfeita não sei porque mais quando vejo história de flutterdash me da uma coisas uma emoção intensa mais que as outras me dá um conforto tão incrível tipo um abraço é muito bonito sinto muito pela sua amiga espero que tudo esteja bem agora
ОтветитьPlz part 2
ОтветитьMy name is Taylor. I doubt anybody will read this, but this is mostly meant for Scribbler and Lost anyway. For years now i have been dealing with the fallout of a multi-layered abusive relationship. Except it isnt a romantic one in my case. For 8 years, i had to put myblife on hold, wasting those years away trying to take care of a woman who, even before then, was abusive. Her shrinking brain, thus growing dementia, only made things worse. I hated waking up. I hated being awake. My mind woyld actively block out most of what we suffered together in that house. From the gathering filth to our growing resentment of one another. It didnt end--i didn't eacape--until 8 long years had passed.
I had tried to tell my family that i couldnt do it. My mom and aunt would tell me that i was doing a good thing. Even as i told them that i needed help, they ignored my pleas.
Some time ago, i found out that the reason they refused to help me was two fold. One, becUse my grandma had abused my mom and my aunt. And two... because i was her *favorite*. I was the golden child. The one she poure all of her affection onto. Sure as hell didnt stop her from hurting me st any chance she got. And all of thr times my mind would wander and i would imagine myself finally letting go and just beating... i wanted to stop hurting and i wanted her to stop hurting. But i was the lightning rod they had set up to shoulder a burden i had no business shouldering. Not alone, in any case.
I... cant even interact like a normal person. Small, inpersonal conversations normally, but the idea of being in any sort of relationship with another woman terrifies me. "What if she is like my family," i would often ask myself. "What if i finally lose control and hurt her?" So many what ifs now go through my head. I tell others i am fine being alone. I am fine being a virgin at 34. But in all honesty, i'm terrified...
People shouldnt have to go through what we did. People arent meant to be lightning rods, punching bags, or sounding boards, dammit... it isnt fair to us.
I really do hope you and Lost are better, Scribbles. I probably shouldnt have listened to this at work. My whole head hurts from holding back my emotions. I was expecting some shlocky horror story. Id dint expect to have to relive my past, but honestly... even if i am still healing, i am glad i did. It was a fantastic listen, and there's just so much i appreciate about it. And for as much as it angers me that men suffering abuse is treated as "just another day" compared to the attention women get... thank you for giving men at least a small bit of assurance...
Thank you, Scirbbler. And thank you, Lost.
I need to know who is doing this narration voice. I love it!
Ответить3rd rewatch, this is still amazing
ОтветитьI still listen to this every now and then, its a comfort for me, knowing that whenever i struggle with things, I can listen to this and see the comment and know that no one is alone in this.
ОтветитьAfter all these years. Still one your most powerful audios Lady Scribbler. Thank you so much.❤
ОтветитьI'm very late to this, just getting here through a very convoluted rabbit-hole. My heart is in pieces right now at some very harsh realizations that I needed. As someone who cut contact with a toxic partner early in the year, it is sometimes very hard to know when you're in a relationship that isn't healthy and when you're tolerating things that should never be tolerated. I thankfully had our close ring of friends to help me see what was happening based on the way my ex treated them and I could then see what was happening in our own relationship. I saw it said here in another comment: if you find yourself in an abusive relationship and you see the toxic traits as just 'small' no matter what they are, GET OUT. Abusers of all kind have a trademark to see just how far they can push the line before you start to stand your ground, and they will take as much as they can. Do not get them an inch. Get out, please, please get out and get safe. There is ALWAYS somewhere to go, whether it be friends, family, or even just help from authorities.
Scribbler, I don't know if you still read these, but thank you for this. I still need that kick in the pants when I feel like it was my mistake for being the victim. As someone who writes to process my thoughts and emotions, you are what I aspire to be as an author. I understand not wanting to write something that cuts this deep again, but I would say you've already done a world of good with this story. Both you and Lost have my deepest sorrows for what you went through, my loudest cheers for where you both are now, and my greatest hopes for where you'll be in the future.
I have been crying most of this video, because something like that have happened with me😢
ОтветитьStories based on real life experiences are still the best.
ОтветитьDamn this is good, 2 hours and a few minutes, and I actually want to hear those conversations.
ОтветитьYou must never be afraid to question things. Many abuse victims will do things in an attempt to not ask for help directly. Pay attention. Observe their behavior, their physical appearance, their mannerisms, their speech patterns. You may be able to help them out of a nasty situation that they can't escape from. To anyone being abused, tis never a weakness to scream for help. Abuse....it leads to long term injury, permanent medical conditions, or a grave in the ground. Don't be a statistic. Be a human with a voice. Get help and find your resolve, fight through the pain. If you cannot be safe, be deadly.
ОтветитьThis is such a powerful fic and it made me cry for two reasons, obviously because abuse is horrible but also because Rainbow is one of my favorite characters. It also shows that no matter how strong someone is or who they are they can be a victim and the abuser can be anyone even a coworker. Rainbow’s friends thinking she was ignoring them tugged a my heart.
Ответитьbefore this story I always thought Rainbow dash could never be in such a position but afterwards it reminded me that anyone could be a victim no matter how strong they are.... hope Rainbow dash made up with her friends and I hope a certain pony got a visit from the royal guard as well as five mares
ОтветитьI like how Rainbow explains how the violence became normalized and there was never a sharp change or a day where everything was different suddenly but she had been groomed into accepting the abuse
ОтветитьWait 😮😂 rarity had a husband who! !!😮❤
ОтветитьWHAT. The. Hell!
ОтветитьMy gad. 😟
Ответить😢
ОтветитьAs a survivor, I knew immediately what this was and that this was a deeply personal story written from experience and my heart broke. This was expertly crafted and narrated, no notes. I'm gonna go process some old wounds now rq
ОтветитьGod i want a sequel.
Ответитьoh hell no.. she got emotionally and physically abused?! THATS MESSED UP
ОтветитьHonestly how does she still wanna stay in the wonderbolts if they're abusing her not only emotionally but also physically
ОтветитьNever be afraid to reach out to someone,
Never think you're not worth asking for help,
Never think for a moment that no one will listen.
Even if you feel there is no one you can trust, there will always be someone out there who will listen.