ADHD=Cheaters?

I never cheated physically, but I went out seeking talks with other women. it's after this honeymoon fase, but also when I've been called on multiple times because I was calmy pulling away. I really hate it! It's so so so bad for our relationship, trust and the overall transparency. I did hurt my partner a lot for this.

I did this once, but after this first time, I had other things to seek thrills, you talked about this teenager thing, well yes, actually when you said that, I was flabbergasted :o
it made "me" ruin our relationship, but on the other part there was some toxic stuff always coming up from my partner too