[FREE] SAD NF Type Beat - "THINKING" Beat with Hook 2022

Im just yrying to find you, daily i dream of every moment i do, ivr been yryna make you push me. Ive been tryna let you justi fy your selfish mind, to cloak yiur crimes. Hoping that i look like white sheep.

Counter offensive

dammit. this was the first beat i rapped over and actually put on yt. remastering it and was gonna buy the beat, rip.

How do i purchase it?

Hernandez Laura Williams Barbara Moore Jessica

Chcialbym zaczac jakos, ale i tak juz od dluzszegp czasu brak mi odpowiednich slow
Nie wiem jak nazwac co czuje
Te prawdziwe uczucie, ktore wtedy czulem
Czekajac cierpliwie, kiedy przyjdzie, kiedy przyszlo to popsulem
Czlowiek docienia cos z czasem, bardziej zauwaza
Mowie sobie, ze nie moze tak byc jak chcialoby serce
Decyzje zle podjete sprawiaja, ze znowu nie spie i sie mecze
Nie jestem szczery nawet wobec siebie, to sie tak dlugo ciagnie.. brak motywacji sprawia, ze nic z tym nie robie
I co bedzie potem
Sam wymyslam sobie problem, a przyczyna jedna, przemilczana
Brak odwagi by o tym porozmawiac
Kiedys to na pewno zrobie, ale kiedy bedzie dobrze, tak sie to ciagnie
Kolo sie kreci...kola sie zatacza...
Po co marnuje swoje najlepsze lata
Siedzie i pisze te slowa
Przepielnione nie pewnoscia, smutkiem, smakiem rozczarowan
A mialo byc tak by przestac sie juz dolowac
Chce tylko dojsc do slowa..
I tak gadam, milcze, gadam, milcze..nie dzialam i nie mam w pizdzie
Mam kutasa, tymbradziej to do dzialania powinno sklaniac
A tu draka, dupa od siedzienia juz pryszczata
Czekam na pierwsze promienie slonecznego lata, wtedy sie wylatam
Tyle w sobie samych musimy zmienic, by cos w nas ryszylo
Pokonac wlasne problemy..
Zaciskam mocno jeszcze te co pozostaly zeby
Chce bys tak jak ja zrozumial...Placi sie za wlasne bledy..
Co bylo nie wroci juz.. a jesli wroci to juz nie to samo
Szczescie to miec mozwilosc spokoju otwierajac oczy rano
Zazwyczaj ludzie nie docieniaja i ja tez tak mam..wiec moze czas juz skonczyc ten poemat
O probie wypowiedzienia..i tak brakuje odpowiednich slow na temat
Powielamy znajomy, utarty schemat, brak slow na do widzenia, nigdy nie siegniemy nieba...


Nic nigdy wiecej z tego nie wychodzi..
Rozmowa nie idzie tak dobrze w obydwie strony, umysl chory, juz nie chce sie gloano przyznac
Tak kochana.. poznalas niezlego swira, ciezko cos stwierdzic, jak sie nie widzi z bliska
Kiedys wylewny dzis sam tone w wlasnych smutkach..
Nikogo nie obwiniam
Konsekwencje swych poczynan i juz nie gdybam, chce nowy dzien lepiej zaczynac
Niczego nie zalowac i moc powiedziec, ze spokojna glowa
Kiedy wreszcie znajde sile i to pokonam..
Czasem samemu chocbys chuj wie ile robil nie sprostasz
Do pewnych spraw potrzebna jest druga osoba by moc pomoc w troskach
Nie warto brac do srodka wszystko co daje zludne wrazenie poczucia, ze Ci czegos brak
Jesli reszta pomaga osiagnac lad, to przysloni kazda z wad
Szukam slow by to czuje dobrze nazwac
By juz zasnac spokojnie..wylac to za kawtan
Dluga droga do przebycia, za rok powiedziec, ze czasu nie bylo ni szkoda
Licze na to, a narazie gadam i chyba czas na odjazd

I would like to start somewhere, but I haven't had the right words for a long time
I don't know how to describe what I feel
The real feeling I felt then
Waiting patiently for him to arrive, when he arrived I ruined it
With time, a person appreciates something and notices it more
I tell myself that it can't be as my heart would like it to be
Bad decisions make me lose sleep and struggle again
I'm not even honest with myself, it's taking so long... lack of motivation makes me do nothing about it
And what will happen next?
I invent the problem myself, but there is only one reason, left unsaid
Lack of courage to talk about it
I'll definitely do it someday, but when things get good, it takes so long
The wheel goes round...the wheel goes round...
Why am I wasting my best years?
He sits and writes these words
Filled with uncertainty, sadness, and the taste of disappointment
And it was supposed to be so that I could stop feeling down
I just want to get to the point...
And so I talk, I stay silent, I talk, I stay silent... I don't act and I don't give a damn
I have a dick, even more so it should encourage me to act
Damn it, my ass is already pimpled from sitting
I'm waiting for the first rays of summer sun, then I'll fly out
We have to change so much in ourselves for something to change within us
Overcome your own problems...
I clench my remaining teeth tightly
I want you to understand as I do... You pay for your own mistakes...
What happened will never come back... and if it does come back, it won't be the same
Happiness is being able to have peace and quiet when opening your eyes in the morning
Usually people don't appreciate and I feel the same way... so maybe it's time to finish this poem.
About the attempt to terminate... there are no appropriate words to say about it anyway
We repeat the familiar, well-worn pattern, there are no words to say goodbye, we will never reach the sky...


Nothing ever comes of it again...
The conversation isn't going so well both ways, my mind is sick, I don't want to admit it out loud anymore
Yes, dear... you've met quite a freak, it's hard to say anything without seeing it up close.
Once effusive, today I am drowning in my own sorrows...
I don't blame anyone
I don't worry about the consequences of my actions, I want to start a new day better
I have no regrets and I can say that I have peace of mind
When I finally find the strength and overcome it...
Sometimes, no matter how hard you work, you won't be able to do it on your own
For some things you need a second person to help you with your worries
It is not worth taking everything inside that gives the false impression that you are missing something
If the rest helps to achieve order, it will cover up any flaws
I'm looking for words to describe it well
To fall asleep peacefully... pour it out
It's a long way to go, and in a year I'll say it wasn't a waste of time
I'm counting on it, but for now I'm leaving

RelmoMusic - Imtot untitled
ell me what you think?
Down in the ocean deep
hand on the wheel
thought shit was real
before she reels me in
thought i had won
that day i saw the sun
Pain was on your tongue
that's when trouble come
ain't fun, pain down my back
too many stabs from
fakes that acts then behind your back
that's real, I need to heal
One day you feel
Karma is a bill
So now i can chill
till next stop on the road
chased my own goals
rowing down the shore
at the middle core
of this island we finding
guiding through the lightning
path were we shared laughs

😢

W vibe....

I would like to buy this beat from you.. ❤

Can you put this beat back up on beat stars ? I want to buy this beat

Bei Glück wird der für meinen Song verwendet

Where can I buy this beat

Witt Lowry type beat maybe?

Jawna ice ayy mili choftk awl nadhra
Jawna Ice ayy mili dawitni b ghazra
Jawna ice ayy mili dh7ktli aki dho7ka
9albi ken train winti harabtou 3a sekka

Jawna ice n5mm fik day n night
nkunu maa baadhna every day and night
love is blind but i see you fine
la7dha aw chnfsrlk chn7es
9albi ydo9 winti tjes
mokhi y9oli orzon
my heart is sending a kiss
and he didnt miss
9albi ken 5tar saye
3tit e thi9a rmit e de
bini w bin denya wfe
tw machi l3alem akher
mch fahem i7sesi l da5l
n3ml ili y9oli mokhi
wala ntb3 9albi bil 3me
wala nbaath 9albi
w ntb3 mokhi lin yhzni lik fil 7altin
totlob nejma ta5o sme


Girl i girl i love you baby
Girl i girl i love you baby
Girl i girl i love you baby
like nobody

Jawna ice ayy mili choftk awl nadhra
Jawna Ice ayy mili dawitni b ghazra
Jawna ice ayy mili dh7ktli aki dho7ka
9albi ken train winti harabtou 3a sekka

kol man5mmm fik no93od faya9
ne7lem bik iwanna stay asleep
ktbt ghneya alik
romantique no? what you think
no what you think?
sa3a 3ndi nhki maak
taadet fi seconds
3ana barcha points communs
wlina nlwjo fi difference
ye5i inti Mozart?
7esk symphony w 5tftli my soul
orsomli etri9 l 9albek
mghir map ntb3 e chemin
Jawna Ice berg
ghtost fi 3inik ki titanic
nrapi 3liha lekher 3omri
hiye l 9atra ili 3abet l kes
3omri ma9olthala 9bal
nhebek with my every sense

Found but still feel lost
Everyday I pay the cost
Everyday I’m reminded of what I’ve lost
The wage of sin, death it costs
Bragging blindly but I’m far from a boss
Broke I am, sadly, don’t got no boss
But ion want a boss
Finna be my own boss
Finna get my mind right then get my bag right yeah I must
Finna fight da fight It’s got me on a crutch
Limping, crawling, crying, it sucks
Life so dry but still I try bc I can not fuck myself over
Embrace the rut, then it’s over
Fight overcome it bra, then it’ll be over
Ik you struggle wit being sober
It’s cool bro it’s whatever
Jus remember
You don’t always got a lean on drugs
Jus remember you got ppl that luv you ppl to give you hugs
U don’t need, bottles, shrooms or nugs
U don’t need a fat glass a wine to sip up
U don’t need dis or dat in yo cup
You don’t need anything in yo mug
You jus needa learn to suck it up
N not give no fucks
Yeah u alone, so what
Dat don’t mean you happiness prone, so get up
Lift yourself up
Go get da bag go get back what ya had
Go do something happy stop doing stuff dats sad
Smile more stop frownin
Then maybe you’ll wash up on shore n stop drownin
Idk for sure, I wish for luck inside this fountain
Sometimes feel cursed that’s when my blessings need re counting
That’s when I’m reminded of how far I’ve climbed up the mountain
But not done yet the victory bells ain’t sounding
Don’t sound an announcement
Get help first still fuck counseling
You got God that’s all you need
You don’t need lust ain’t shit that u need to receive
Need take it all and in the past leave
It then breathe freely
Yes believe In the feeling
Fuck I’m fucked needa go to bed

Bao nhiêu để đáng một mạng
5 năm trời chỉ có mấy thằng bạn
Rap thì cũng tạm tạm
Đôi khi rong chơi tao đã vấp hoạn nạn
Ai rồi cũng đã từng sai, nhưng tại sao sai rồi cứ sai hoài
Có những lúc cùng vibe, bật con beat ai cũng muốn ra bài
Nhưng đâu biết được đâu, đam mê cũng có được lâu
Tao vẫn luôn đứng đằng sau, tất cả chỉ đều đang muốn vượt nhau
trip một khói thật sâu, đi câu cá phải có cần câu
Bỏ qua cho lần đầu vì tao không muốn phải có lần sau
Vài vết máu cần lau, cmày có cắn nhầm đâu
Để nói một lần cuối cho bọn mày hiểu
Rapper giờ chỉ cũng có vài kiểu
Ăn chơi hiphop gang gang
Động đến real rap thì cứ lan man
Là do đồng tiền sắp đặt
Động đến chúng nó thì chúng nó dùng pháp luật
Nhưng đây là rap thật chứ đéo phải luyên thuyên
Vậy nên không có chuyện một bước là lên tiên
Còn tao thì sao?
Tao yêu quê hương tao yêu tổ quốc
Rap đến từ nơi tao được sinh ra
Tao vẫn sẽ đi dù cho có lỡ bước
Cái tôi trong rap đã lớn lên
nên khó thể nào mà nói nó nhỏ được
Chỉ là đến cái ngày tao chết,
chúng mày mới có quyền được nói tao bỏ cuộc

Can’t tell you what I’m thinking Losing you left me thinking
They said that I need thereapy cause that girl left me crazy they said I lost my marbles now I live life so amazing 🎙️

Got me Feeling Lifeless can't leave me feeling like this a hella felon always seems like I'm on the run from the law going thru some shit spoke heavily on a lot of topics of world heeling global healings ssupersonicsurvival brought how I wanna ride out

Never sign to a record yall. Keep your shit in your name 🤣💯

Can you just tell me what your thinking
Nah it don't feel the same
I been running around in circles
Sense we switched lanes
You tell me i should let go
I think it should go both ways
We get so disrespectful
When we should be a bit more gentle

Can we just make up our minds
We gotta family of 5 beautiful one of a kind
What you wanna give that all up
All if these emotions I tend to ball up
Yes the whole time we were stuck in a rut
I'm tryna get this together just pick us back up
Tho are relationships dead an I know that it sucks

Can we work ourselves out
Maybe chill let's just talk on the couch
Make us a plan we can figure things out

Can I still purchase a lease for this beat, I recorded on it a while back

I love this

Seriously incredible. Thank you for the beat my friend, it helped me vent so Hard about the bad things in my life. Keep on the good work❤🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

homebody - falling down

[verse]
Do I have a purpose why am I me?
Why do I hurt (hurt), why do I bleed (bleed)?
Why do most follow and very little lead?
Are you even there cause you never fuckin speak
Who’s in the wrong, who’s in the right?
How do I make darkness into light?
Why do some live and why do some die
Why do I have questions always on my mind
Why are these answers all in a disguise?
Why do some people think that your a damn lie?
Why is there hate, is there always two sides?
Every single day is like we’re running out of time
Lord why am I broken why did I break?
Why is everything just the goddamn same?
I got no hope so I can’t have faith
And I never heard you calling out my name

[hook]
Can you hear me out?
Can you hear me shout?
I’m falling down, I’m falling down (2x)

[verse]
Lord why are you silent, why don’t you talk?
I need your help, on this lane that I walk
I’m too alone and this shit is too lost
Why is there hate in the world it’s so off?
Why am I living, why am I here?
Why do we avoid all the shit that we fear?
Why am I sad but still won’t drop a tear?
I know you don’t care cause you’re never here
Why is that God, why do I hate?
Why do good always seem to change?
And all I feel like is a damn waste?
So let me drown in this shit we call pain
Who can relate, who can relate?
I can’t fix myself cause I can’t fuckin change
I don’t fit in, lord why am I strange?
I wanna talk to you and not someone that you made

[hook]
Can you hear me out?
Can you hear me shout?
I’m falling down, I’m falling down (2x)

[verse]
I can’t fight back and I can’t defend
Who can I talk to, how can I vent?
Can I be okay without it ending to my death
I’m scared of life lord can I repent?
I’m a believer don’t get me wrong
Life is too hard, can you write me off?
Life is a fight, it ain’t a fight that I’ve fought
Why do I feel like this shit is too much?
What if you made me was a mistake?
Can you help me never feel this way?
I can’t see you so how can I pray?
Can you please say something, can you explain?
Can you help me with what I’m up against?
Cause life is too hard, it’s too damn intense
Can you help me come through the back end?
I hope you can hear me lord, amen

[hook]
Can you hear me out?
Can you hear me shout?
I’m falling down, I’m falling down (2x)

I guess I am too late now ,
for to show you
who is the foolish one
Here ❄️..

Still purchaseable?

Can I use

Man its days like this I just want to put holes in the wall with my fist, constantly wondering how it ever came to this but I'm coming to that age now though we're I need to let this go and focus on watching my babies grow. I spent too much wasted time hating those no luck there in my life, people I never liked I never knew the answer why but everyday it invades my mind ,invades my pride and take it out on those who are by my side. It's not right. I blamed all my pain on those who would never give me the time of day and never realized I was loosing my way. I'm tired 😴 f all the recent now its time for me to repent.

God is good

I’m thinking about how I fuckin hate life,
So many things go wrong and I can’t get it right,
Lord I’m losing sight,
Been so long in the dark I can’t find the light,
Lookin at the world but everything feels like it’s night,
But everyday I put up this fight,

🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉😊😊😊😊

Бүгүн күлбэтим ол аата бу күнү халтай ыыппыппын,
Барыах барбытын кэнниттэн мин кэмсинэн ытаабаппын,

Dime que pensabas cuando me juraste hacerlo
Amigos en lo buenas y en las malas ni te veo
Me he llevado mucho palo por eso ahora tng miedo
Porque no soy como tú…yo no pienso en mi primero

a la gente q quiero
Nunca la dejo tirada me la suda si no debo
Tengo mis valores siempre van primero
No abandonó nunca a la persona que más quiero

Pero bueno, no tengo culpo, no tengo razón
Será que soy un carbón y que no fui nada bueno
Ya no puedo hacerle más caso al corazon
Lo he metido en un cajón y hace mil q no lo veo

Is this beat is free for rap ??

Thanks mum dad, family and true friends

I’m thinking about how kurupt the world is,
I sit back and I know it shouldn’t like this,
This is definitely not the vision,
Of so many who went on missions,
Carryin the load of the world with so much tension,
And it only gets worse as we get older,
God bless but I ain’t just talking bout soldiers,
Also those who took a stand,
Speaking up like they a one man band,
Creatin movements,
To make change in those moments,
We finally together why is we so divided,

Very beautiful beat. Should i use it tho 🤔

Hey umm I rapped to this can I credit you?
Hey umm I got a strike from you can you please unstrike me pls

Tell me what you're thinking
We stuck by each other like we was dreaming
Woke up feeling like I lost my creativity
That you once gave to me/don't act like you're here when you don't even speak
I was nothing but a key/nothing like opportunity
Even when you didn't leave/I never felt any peace
I remember you and I/when things felt so free
Now it seems impossible to fix ever-y-thing
.
Keeping my own paste/ memories I wanna erase
Regretting the things I once wanted to chase
Our time spent together really feels like it's been a waste
Trying to fix something that should stay broken is something
I don't wanna face/I miss the days
Where we knew our true colors/where we didn't see grey
Where we cared for each other when we weren't the same
Where I didn't feel like I was being played like a game
.
Trying to avoid the past/things never last
It's unfortunate you were the one to show me that

I want to fix things but I won't share my words/I don't wanna be the one to get you mad or hurt
I want to be there for you for the best and the worse
Without being a burden and making you feel like I'm a curse
You've been talking bad about me like I'm dirt
Just stop lying to me about what I am and what I'm worth
.
(Tell me what you're thinking)
Why have you been the one to be leaving me sinking

(Tell me what you're thinking)
I don't get why nothing but hate is what you bringing

(Tell me what you're thinking)
Stop giving me posionous drinks to be drinking

(Tell me what you're thinking)
I feel like you'd still ignore me even if I was screaming
.
It feels like everyday you always manage to be in my mind
Even though I'm sure you don't think about me twice
You talk passive then aggressive they gotta be lies
You're back and forth and it seems like you're a disguise
I just realized/things change within time
You giving me the silent treatment like a Mime
I feel locked up as if I was doing so many crimes
It amuses me how you was never truly by my side
.
I don't like being honest but I need you to at least talk
It's a little challenging being on my own on this walk
It's a little confusing to say who was really cut off
It's a little upsetting how you act like we never been lost

It's bothering me how you act like someone you aren't
Don't continue to blame me/you also didn't do your part
Don't be talking down to me like I've never been close to smart
You've messed me up and threw words that were sharp
.
(Tell me what you're thinking)
It's crazy how one person can have such an impact

(Tell me what you're thinking)
One person can make me feel like they're the one thing that-I lack

(Tell me what you're thinking)
One person could be the last puzzle piece that I don't have

(Tell me what you're thinking)
No matter what anyone does to me I don't ever wanna stay mad

Everything that happens has some kinda purpose
I know what reality is/I know everyone ain't perfect
You're not perfect but you're perfect for me like you worth it
10 feet deep/suffocating 'low the surface
I don't get why I am who I am but I deserve it
Meaningless to you but meaningful to me...
...but I always manage to hide that behind a curtain
I don't know what else to say you been leaving me uncertain
.
I feel like we have always been full of ignorance
My feelings about you have always been mixed
I feel like we been having our pessimistic minds fixed
On literally nothing but the negatives

I feel like we both should fix this and focus
There's so many good things we don't even notice
That's what happens when people get lost in the moment
They end up getting the wrong thoughts in the gun loaded
.
(Tell me what you're thinking)
I don't think you get how it feels being mistreated

(Tell me what you're thinking)
You gave me poisonous apples and expected me to eat them

(Tell me what you're thinking)
You say you would stick to the end but whos retreating?

(Tell me what you're thinking)
I felt like you and I were supposed to have more meaning
.

Can i use this beat? 😢

I already recorded something on it but could i drop with this beat???🫀🫀🫀

But enough about that bitch let's take it back to addictions
How deep are you in? What's your poison what's your fiction?
Have you let yourself drown to the bottom of a bottle
Have you made your mom proud? Or she faking all her smiles?
I'm so fucked in the head I've been battling intrusive thoughts
Wishing I was dead but then again the party never stop
On another binge go ahead take another shot
The devil smiling cause he getting what he wishing for
Broken hearted family's
The enemy vs me
Speaking to my lord I'm so sorry I got in to deep
Now I'm in my head realizing what got into me
Hopefully you hear my call and accept my apologies

(Verse 1)
In the moonlit glow, we share our dreams,
But behind your eyes, a mystery it seems,
Tell me what you're thinking, don't keep it inside,
Let the stars guide us on this emotional ride.

(Pre-Chorus)
Words unspoken, whispers in the air,
Tell me what you're thinking, I promise I'll care,
In this dance of souls, we'll take the lead,
Together we'll navigate, fulfill our every need.

(Chorus)
Tell me what you're thinking, lost in your mind,
A journey through emotions, so hard to define,
Thoughts and feelings, like waves in the sea,
Tell me what you're thinking, let your heart break free.

(Verse 2)
In the twilight hours, we share our fears,
But your heart's a fortress, guarded with tears,
Tell me what you're thinking, let me be your shield,
In this world of uncertainties, our love will be revealed.

(Pre-Chorus)
Words unspoken, whispers in the air,
Tell me what you're thinking, I promise I'll care,
In this dance of souls, we'll take the lead,
Together we'll navigate, fulfill our every need.

(Chorus)
Tell me what you're thinking, lost in your mind,
A journey through emotions, so hard to define,
Thoughts and feelings, like waves in the sea,
Tell me what you're thinking, let your heart break free.

(Bridge)
Through the highs and lows, I'll be by your side,
Let our love be the compass, our hearts open wide,
No more hiding, together we'll embrace,
All the joys and sorrows, in this sacred space.

(Chorus)
Tell me what you're thinking, lost in your mind,
A journey through emotions, so hard to define,
Thoughts and feelings, like waves in the sea,
Tell me what you're thinking, let your heart break free.

(Outro)
In the silence of the night, we'll share our souls,
Embracing the vulnerability that makes us whole,
Tell me what you're thinking, let's intertwine,
In this love so divine, forever we'll shine.

Tell me, you will be
The only one
For me
Forever
Tell
Me
I’m the one for you
And no matter what I do
You will be there
For me
I want to see your
Vision
For us
Before we move on and discuss ,
One thing I never give is trust
You drive me crazy I drive you nutz
Who’s holding the steering wheel when we discuss the tough stuff

Bro Pls remove Copyright claim On this beat humble request i give you proper credit ... Humble request

Is this beat no longer available? An error page comes up when I click on the purchase link

was this sold?