Suicide Prevention || Mayim Bialik

Is this the cunt supporting the bombing of civilians in Gaza? Screw you.

Those links suck ass

What happens when it dose not get better

Sorry for your loss.

I like how she's acting like she gives a 💩💩

Thank you so very much I needed to here this so very much

I am a 13 year old German teen and the thought of suicide has been in my head for around 4 years. It all started when I first heard my parents arguing. When I heard them screaming I was scared, I didn’t know what to do. I already knew my dad had an alcoholic problem and my mom was already tired of him screaming at her for no reason. But still, I was scared. I couldn’t sleep. For many months i heard them argue EVERY NIGHT. While that happened, I just sat on the stairs, listening to them. Trying to give myself the idea of what’s going on so that I could help. I always had nightmares about my parent divorcing after that. But they stayed together for a while. While my dad’s alcohol problem got worse, my mom talked less and less. She was always doing something in the house so when I needed help with school, I had to ask my drunk dad. My dad (who also has Anger issues) obviously screamed at me when I didn’t know an answer. I feel stupid and often cried, when he asked me why I was crying, I just had to cry more. Should he know why I am crying? He is screaming at his own daughter in anger, just because she didn’t know the answer to a question?
That’s where I started to feel worthless. More and more, stupid. Then, middle school started. All of the sudden, everything was fine. I found my best friend, Emilia. But shortly before 7th grade, my parents got divorced. It was heartbreaking for me, now I know it’s for The best. But at first my parents wanted to seperate me and my brother, No way! My brother was the only one I genuinely told about my feelings, who knows that I’m just not the „funny friend“. We convinced them not to eventually. But times got hard. My mom was totally unhappy, and my dad was almost broke.
I just felt unhappy with life at that point, nothing really gave me joy anymore. At that point I thought about suicide the most. I didn’t want to tell my friends, I didn’t want them to feel like they weren’t good enough or that they did something wrong. I don’t want them to treat me any differently, I just want them to know. I started isolating, being „lazy“, not talking to anyone, listening to music all the time, didn’t leave my room. I was on my iPad the whole day and night. Fell asleep at 5am, woke up at 12pm. My mom called me lazy the whole time. Making me feel even more worthless, she even hit me once and then just left my room. 7th grade „finally“ started. I hated it and I still do, our classes for mixed up again. Now I was in a class full of the „cool kidz“. The ones who’d always bully you, smoke, get into fights and are just popular. I feel like they always eyed me up and down and find me annoying. I’m scared of saying anything in front of them, what If I answer a simple question wrong? What will they think? I struggled with those thoughts.
Just never feeling understood, feeling like I can never tell anyone about my emotions. Feeling like I’m just overreacting, I mean, some people have it way worse than me right? Many things between that have happened as well, I try to not talk about too many details as I try to shut them out due to trauma. But now, 8th grade started. I feel more used to my class but still unhappy. Almost none of my friends are there and they all moved on and got different friends. Friends that are cooler than me. I’m distancing again, online I’m pretending to be someone who I’m not. I’m pretending who I want to be. My mom still calling me lazy, Grades going down but I’m too scared to say anything. I didn’t go to a therapist. What if they tell my mom? I don’t want her to feel bad. But sometimes I just really want to leave, have a quick ending to all of this.

Thanks for sharing. God bless you.

GOD BLESS YOU❤
Thanks for making this video..

Mayim you're my hero.

I am not ashamed to admit I considered it twice when I was a teenager it has been a long road but with resources time and journaling I have never considered it since but I know my coping methods are not for everyone

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I was 16 when my bf killed himself in front of me! It has been 33 yrs and I still struggle with it!

As a suicide survivor This message is very touching.

Bring Awareness about Targeted Individuals.These innocent people are being Gang stalked covertly harassed 24/7.Thank you ,Shalom!

I lost my mother to suicide and now work in behavioral health at a trauma prevention and recovery center (essentially a home for beaten women) and I love you in Big Bang of course but this is how you really give back to humanity I'm these videos. You are so eloquently, educated and genuine. Your videos help me explain concepts to the clients I couldn't otherwise. Thank you.

I am thinking about it.....

I don't want speak about this theme but i just want give you, congratulations for your job in Bing Bang Theory. I bealive you are a very sentimental person in your life and in your character as Amy.
Sorry for my english and very luck in your life!!
Kisses from Madrid (Spain)

You don't realize how hard this is for me to say and how it of character it is to be willing to accept encouragement, but my friend says it needs to happen and that my story will encourage others.

So, I will accept any and all praise and encouragement and recognition for my continued fight for the next month. Most with this condition give up and lose their battle after 2-3 years. There's only a handful that make it to 7 and drops to almost none after that. A month from today is my 6yr mark.

The next year and anything after is likely to not be very pretty but i haven't given up and don't plan to until i make something change for the others by making the government recognize us instead of considering us and i quote:

"There's 7.859 Billion people on the planet. The number of them with Trigeminal Neuralgia is roughly 28 Thousand. That's approximately 0.003% of the population. That is a statistically acceptable loss."

My response was, "To the 28 Thousand of us that will suffer and commit suicide because you don't do any research or anything else to help us and the friends and family that love us... That's not a fucking acceptable loss. How heartless can you be? Would you still think that if it was you or your loved one?"

I don't intend to let their line of thought continue. I refuse to have my life only amount to just another statistic. So my purpose for the last little while and until the end has become forcing them to recognize this condition as disabling so that we can at least have access to things that will make life a little easier and prolong it long enough to hopefully find a way to at least treat it. Nobody should be forced to suffer so much physical pain that they end their own life because there's no effort to help them.

I'm officially starting to run short on time to make it happen, so if anyone has ideas on ways to accomplish this goal please let me know cuz any and all help is welcomed.

I've already lost several friends from my group to this and I don't want to lose any more and am terrified it will come to that myself. One of my best childhood friends has MS and was recently diagnosed with this as a side effect which happens in some MS cases. I don't want her to suffer the way I have. Please help me raise awareness so that we are acknowledged and at least some of our lives can be saved.

Thanks Mayim for all your great work and this video. I knew several people who succeeded at suicide. From a friend and mentor from my former church to the 16 year old sister of an old girlfriend.

I watch this video every time, I have this kind of horrible thoughts. Then I cry for a little while and then I feel better. I love you, Mayim, and I wish I could be as strong as you are.

I am 26 I’ve been divorced twice before even being 24, i have an awful relationship with my mom I’ve though about suicide a lot although i go to a therapist but I don’t think its helping. Every time i think about it i stop myself and I really don’t know how long im gonna be able to stop going through with it … i know the people around me love me but i just feel like im an awful person who cannot be loved its so difficult …..

You are a strong women hold on to it you can do it we love you in a very special way

So sorry for your losses, Mayim. Thank you for always being willing to say what needs to be said. ❤️

I just lost my wife a month ago. 25 years to the day of my fathers suicide. I am beside myself with grief. Thank you for sharing ❤️

It’s my birthday today :/

Hope needed.

What kind of jerkoff would give this a thumbs down, very brave woman.

I wish I can stop hitting myself. My hand and face ate through so much pain. It hurts

Sometimes I try to tell myself that if I cancel my life I would be selfish and hurt the people that love me the most.

Take it as acting, can’t tell either way.

I lost my oldest brother Chris to suicide almost 2 years ago, 6 kids in our family growing up, no one saw it coming at all. I myself became suicidal at age 15, extremely at risk of compulsive suicide for the next 20 years, depression, anxiety attacks, I even started having to deal with Schizo affective disorder around 20 years old, I've lived with s.a.d. for 23+ years. I lost count of attempts, some that should have worked. Mushrooms are the only thing that prevented my suicide, I took lsd at 16 & smoked pot and tripped for 20 years. I've chosen sobriety for 7 years but never was addicted or used bad substances. Compulsive suicidal urges finally stopped at age 35, I one day will end my life tho before deteriorating from age, also s.a.d. life sucks. I live closest to my parents and was called by my youngest brother to drive over and tell them. I heard their screams and watched their hearts break. They are the only reason I didn't shoot myself at 15. They've done more good for children in their communities than anyone I've ever met.
I know compulsive suicide needs prevented especially in youth, however I know antidepressants never worked for me & life inside me was dark for decades, also once you've lost your ability to control your own mind during Schizo episodes which can last days, weeks, months, it's really no one else's place to tell you that you have to keep living. Mushrooms connected me to Spirituality, nature, and the Universe after determining religions to all be handed down folklore in about 6th grade for my own personal life's journey, they were the only times I would laugh, and it lasted 3 to 4 hours. Schizo affective disorder will make you want to kick people's imaginary godds in the nuts

Men in particular need to break the stigma and stop telling each other that they can get over it. Men need to recognize the symptoms for mental illness and seek help. It's known that women have higher depression rates but suicide rates is especially higher on men. The difference is that women are more willing to seek mental health. Men experiencing the symptoms need the help too. Speak up men and find help. Men and women need to motivate each other to fight depression.

Soon

She's worth 25 million, so I'm sure she never wants to end it all.

Hey. I just saw this. . I had a episode last year . Haven't seen u in a while. From the ranch house

Thank you.

We need to make ok to speak bout mental health. People aren't not crazy to speak about their emotions. Most of us have the same thoughts. Love heals all...Time heals all...

I've been thinking about taking my life I've lost everything I have nothing to live for anymore

I just want to hold your hand to help you get through such a difficult subject 😥 x

my father destroyed my life and my family wants me to kill myself, yet most comments are how they lost someone and how hard it is to deal with, my family would be high fiving,' he finally did it', they think im the worst person to ever exist

Suicide is not always bad, if someone is 1 year younger than adulthood as a minimum age or older, doesnt have any decendants, and isnt taking care of any person who is not a biological decendant or any animals on their own that hasnt found a new home yet then it is acceptable. However, if the person is suffering from a terminal illness then their age or if they have decendants shouldnt matter if they are going to die anyways.

Thank-you for this and your other videos. I dribbled across a video of yours today and all of your videos has resonated with me. I follow you as a person, not as a celebrity. I lost my dad to suicide almost 11 years ago and I still can’t talk about it.

I was sobbing watching this... Everyone out there, I send all my love and positivity to you. Friends finding today a struggle... I care! 💖

I lost my husband two years ago to suicide he was just 29.years old I was pregnant with our second daughter togethor when he passed it's a unending nightmare